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GET OVER IT!

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Yes, I am talking to you! You really need to get over it! Thinking that your feelings matter and that people care about you. Well, they don't.You think that the world revolves around your SMALL self? You are not worth it. You are not worth respect, love, or any one's time. You are not worth being appreciated and looked out for. You are not worth the little things so you most certainly are not worth the big things and guess what you need to do?? Yup, GET OVER IT! No one cares how you feel. No one cares if you express yourself, hell, they're not listening anyway. You don't have an opinion and if you do, it really does not matter. You aren't pretty enough, smart enough or thin enough so hunny, GET OVER IT! Please listen to me because if you don't, you're going to end up hating yourself later. You are on this earth to play a small role. You are not here to do amazing things. You are not here to be a Light to anyone. All of the pep-talks, and encouraging words y…

Who are you to NOT be FABULOUS???

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I had started writing this post yesterday and finished it up this morning. 

I've had this nagging tension behind my right eye all day and as much as I told myself I would lay down and rest, now I just can't. I have to get this off my chest.

The past few weeks have been very interesting for me. I have had some amazing soul moments. Soul moments are the moments when I allow my intuition, my Spirit, My Soul to speak to me. I drown out the world and I just listen. Then I've had those moments where I doubt myself or I worry too much or I'm hesitant. Today I have had this headache for majority of the day and after cooking my very delicious dinner (yes, I'm a great cook), I decided that I would lay down for a moment to try to get rid of this eye tension or whatever it is.

Yesterday I came across an author and motivational speaker Shanel Cooper-Sykes and she put up a status that really connected with me.

"Hesitation.Im not on TV yet. So I take extreme efforts to market an…

The Truth-Part 2 -Letting go and Living

Hey Beautiful people!

In the last post I told you all that in this post I would be talking about my move to Georgia and my present feelings regarding my rape.
It's almost unbelievable to me that my rape occurred almost five years ago. Though I know it's something that I will never forget for the rest of my life, at times, it's almost like it never happened. I do have my days when I feel down but I make it an effort to not stay down. Not to mention I wasn't alone the night I was raped. My ex-boyfriend was with me when it happened so, it took me a while to come to terms that not only will I think about my rape for the rest of my life, now my ex-boyfriend will always be a part of that memory. 
How do you get over something so traumatic along with letting go of a relationship that you thought would last forever?
A lot of soul searching is how. It took a lot of me facing myself. There were a lot of days that I cried over my ex and my rape. I cried because August 14, 2008 was…

The Truth- Part 1

Inhale

Exhale

I often find myself doing this, of course it's called breathing. I find myself before speaking or writing, doing breathing exercises. I inhale then exhale slowly, close my eyes for a moment then open them again. It kinda helps calm the nerves.

Here we go.......

I was supposed to be doing a post on my Birthday but that didn't happen due to me preparing for my trip home to Chicago. Ya know, it's funny how the very place you were running from, dying to get away from, ends up being the very place you end up coming back to. I'd said that I would never come back to this place nor the people, yet, I'm here.

There are so many memories here for me, of course because this is my hometown and I had not moved from it until last year. This is the place where my rape occurred. This is the place where I got my heart broken multiple times but nothing compared to the One who REALLY broke it.  There is a twitter/facebook friend of mine who always says, "Hearts don&…

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

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HEY DEAR HEARTS!!!!!!!!!!

WOW!!!!!! It feels good to be back on here and blogging again. First of all,I want to wish ALL of my beautiful women a very HAPPY MOTHER"S DAY! Though I am not a parent, I do understand that it AIN'T easy so, I honor all of you. Here is a  pic of me and my beautiful and very strong mother. :-)



Now, for those of you who have supported  me and SASSU, words cannot express how much I truly appreciate you all. I know that I have not blogged in a while and for that I do apologize. I have not in any way forgotten about SASSU. This movement and journey still means more to me than it did on the first day. I am on a journey right now that has it's up and it's downs and to be perfectly honest, there are times when I do feel like giving up but I know that everything that I have experienced up to this point will be used to touch, help or save someone else's life. I love you all and I anxious and excited to share all of my experiences with…